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yup
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Aug. 15th, 2006 @ 06:36 pm
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Devotion
One thing you cant live without it said
A simple question, a simple survey
Everything ran through my head
I thought my mom, my family
But i put my heart instead
Without them i would kno nothing
Not love, not any emotion
My mother has tought me everything
Love, anger, life.... passsion
Its the strongest feeling towards one thing
No matter what you do
Whether its wrestle, write, or sing
You will not succeed or rise above
Not without this enthusiasm
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Aug. 15th, 2006 @ 03:01 am
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your the lead
im the pencil
i write with you
but you break instead
i mispelled some words
but thats in ink
good think your name
isnt as permanent as you think
i wrote with you on my heart
but it beats a different name now
so the time has come
to flip myself over
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It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,
To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.
I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free
And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...
And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.
I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight... |
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Jul. 31st, 2006 @ 02:25 am
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well im guessing she didnt care about what i wrote
she just said it ok thats nice when i said i wrote in it
kinda hurt
but idc
well today i went to my sister bfs 15
and i pretty much sat down the whole time
i talked to my woman for quite a while then she fell asleep
and then when it was pretty much done i had to drive
home
ok well i terentinoed it hah
well my day started off by waking up late followed by
watching my fish eat other little helpless fish
for about 2 hours
then i played fetch with my dog
i think they are getting the hang of it
i think girl dogs are way smarter than boy dogs
pretty much
then i layed in my bed
then i got dressed to go to this thing
and then you read the beggining again
well this is what my life amounts to without that gorgeous girl here in el paso
i am glad that i am spending time with my mom and family
im sure this is the right thing i should be doing now since i am leaving to the big az
and im not sure why i am still writing in this thing im almost posotive the only living beings who will look at this are Gabe! and The beautiful victoria
who i miss
alot
alot alot
well tomorrow i wil go with my dad we will work out and idk what else
and i miss vikki and i love vikki and
i love her
she is my todo
hehe
i love you victoria
and gabe im not sure when i am going back to the tatto place but fo sho i will tell you when
hah
well i love vikki
i miss my mama
me sad muah baby
i love you and miss you
come home
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Jul. 30th, 2006 @ 01:51 pm
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Well Victoria has been gone for about idk but it feels like forever and i miss her and i hope the woman misses me cause she is out doing stuff and i am home bored when she is gone. the only time i even have fun is when she is with me and not gone and im bored and i miss bikki! and i wannna rent a moooovie and watch it with her and lay down and fall asleep on her tummy and hug her and feel like i have something real to hang on to and its not goonna let me down. thats how she makes me feel she makes me feel like i have something to lookforward too she makes me feel like i have something idk
like she is my idk what to call it but she is there for me always and its great i miss her so much i feel like idk like she isnt coming back like im not gonna see her again and it makes me really sad but idk whatever but i wanna go eat popcorn and watch a 20 dollar movie hehe well i love bikki! |
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if anyone knew how i felt
ur so let down
psshhh
ya i let you down
i had no idea this was coming
you threw me down
move on
listen to everyone else
or have an say in ur own life
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done
Jul. 4th, 2006 @ 10:00 pm
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I want to give you
whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it what I need?
I want to give you
whatever you need.
What is it you need?
Is it within me?
Sep. 10th, 2005 @ 05:43 pm
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How does it feel to know you're everything I need
The butterflies in my stomach
They could bring me to my knees
How does it feel to know you're everything I want
I've got a hard time saying this
So I'll sing it in a song
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
When we become one
How does it feel
How does it feel when we get locked into a stare?
Please don't come looking for me
When I get lost in the mess of your hair
How do you feel when everything you've known
Gets thrown aside
Never fear, my dear, 'cause we have nothing left to hide
Oh I adore the way you carry yourself
With the grace of a thousand angels overhead
I love the way the galaxy starts to melt
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I'm right next to you
Hold on to me girl
If you feel your grip getting loose
Just know that I won't let you down
Well, I'm ready
Well, I'm ready
I am ready
To run away with you
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
Are you ready?
To run away with me
Pack your things we can leave today
Pack your things we can leave today
Say our goodbyes and get on the train
Say goodbye
Just you and I in the sweet unknown
We can just call each other our home
If I had to choose a way to die
It'd be with you
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your face
In a goosebump infested embrace
With my overanxious hands cupping your cherub face
How does it feel?
Oh what can I do girl
So much in love girl
But your friends got you thinkin'
And it's affecting you
What can I do girl
So in love girl
And I don't know what to do
'Cause I don't wanna lose you
No what would I do without your love
Baby it's heaven sent from above
So you don't believe
What your friends tell you about me
I'm still the man for you
And I'm still the man that's true
And I'm still the man who's lucky
And I'm still in love with you
It don't matter what your friends do
They're just jealous of me and you
And I'll always keep you happy
'Cause I'm still in love with you
I'm still in love
Time passes so fast babe
I wish it would last babe
'Cause I know in my heart
That my life ends and starts with you
And baby I know that this feeling
I'm feelin' just won't let me go away
'Cause you're the first true love I've ever known
So what would I do without your love
Baby it's heaven sent from above
And I know that in my heart
I'm the best for you
I'm still the man for you
And I'm still the man that's true
And I'm still the man who's lucky
And I'm still in love with you
It don't matter what your friends do
They're just jealous of me and you
And I'll always keep you happy
'Cause I'm still in love with you
Oh what can I do to right this love
I know that it makes me happy
To be in love with you
So...
I'm still the man for you
And I'm still the man that's true
And I'm still the man who's lucky
And I'm still in love with you
It don't matter what your friends do
They're just jealous of me and you
And I'll always keep you happy
'Cause I'm still in love with you
No one loves you (like)
Like I love you
I still love you
I'm in love with you
I'm still the man for you baby
I'll always make you happy
I'll always be there baby
'Cause I'm still in love
I'm still in love with you
You can stay tonight,
And make everything alright.
You can hold me down,
And tell me that you're right.
Tell me what it's like to be alone.
And we had this down,
Unlike everybody.
Well i'll spend a million nights
Just like tonight, you know
I scream your name at the sky,
Until I lost my voice.
Well I'd give my life for you
You can stay tonight,
And make everything alright.
You can hold me down,
And tell me that you're right.
Tell me what it's like to be alone.
You can stay tonight...
Well yesterday was really good i spent some time with my woman and i had fun she got a hair cut andi like i she looks good very BEAUTIFUL like always i got a hair cut too i look like crap like always i love vikki she is my day she makes my day she makes me not want to sleep and she makes me want to wake up she makes me want to breath and she makes me want to hold my breath she makes me want to leave and she makes me want to stay i love you vikki i love you with every piece of my body every pound every ounce every breath every beat its all yours all of it your my baby girl and i love you i love you untill the day i die and after that i will watch you from heaven waiting for my love to join me i love you i love you
Victoria I Love You <3333<3<3
your heart is a river that flows from your chest
through every organ
your brain is the dam
and i am the fish who can't reach the cord.
Jul. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:24 pm
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Hey baby well i am writing for you cause you say that i never write anything so i want to make you happy so i am ging to write well i changed my backround thing is it even called a backround is that how you spell it i dont know? yup i love you its like we went to the movies but like we didnt it was fun we should do that more often i liked watching that sad ass movie with you i didnt thind it was goingto be a sad movie ahh i dont like them i never want to loose you never never ok i love you mooocho mooocho ok well you are about to pick me up or something this took me like an hour t write i type slow well i love you baby i would be nothing without you you make me laugh and smile and lots of other stuff but i love the way you make me feel I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
Youve got your airplane
And ive got the plain air of here
Youre gone and iv'e gone insane
Oh when will reappear
But im just some new kid
Who can't get his mind off of you
I know its stupid
Cause youve got hawaii
And ive gotten no letters from you
But i should stop whining
Cause its only been a day or two...
I dont know what you did
But you got me to fall for you
I know its stupid
You are so special
I just hope that we can be friends
I'll wait forever
But i guess that it all depends
On you and yours
So come on and dance with me
Cause you are so special
I hope that this makes you smile
And you might stay that way for a while
Cause you deserve every grin that you get
And you'll get em alot from me
i roll the window down
and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road
and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
then looking upwards
i strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
"do they collide?"
i ask and you smile.
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter.
when you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
when you need directions then i'll be the guide
for all time.
for all time.
The World Doesn't Matter
Jul. 20th, 2005 @ 02:18 pm
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Baby i dont know what to do anymorei try and its not good enough i love and its not good enough you have no respect for me it seems i dont know what to do i love you i love the person you are what someone says is nothing to me i did defend myself and you you are beautiful and you know it you are good for me but the stuff that we have been aruing about are the worst things to be arguing about im tired of doing that like you are tired of me "controling" you which i know i havent been cause if you want to go with your friends i wouldnt stop you when you say you are tired of something that i do it hurts but i am not going to try anymore you are tired of something i do then you are tired of me nad yesterday i thought you were actually listening to me but its just that you wee asleep and that really hurt too i said things that i thought would've helped us but you were too tired to even listen thank you thank you for making me feel like im not even worth your ears i wake up early so we can run and maybe i can see you in the morning i called i know you woke up to see the phone im not stupid i know you just pushed that reject button i know you did baby thank you for making me feel like shit i love you and thats why i put up with it i know im not perfect but i try to be i think of you in everything i do if i think you wont like it i wont do it im not perfect i will try harder to be but i dont know your perfect is a perfect that i dont even think i can reach im sorry but most of all im hurt
Jul. 19th, 2005 @ 10:17 am
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Supposedly The Phone Will Ring
Right After You Do This.
Just read the little stories and
think of a wish as you scroll all
the way to the bottom. There is
a message there - then make your
wish.
No attachment on this one.
Stories
I'm 13 years old, and I wished
that my dad would come home from
the army, because he'd been having
problems with his heart and right
leg. It was 2:53 p.m . When I made
my wish. At 3:07 p.m. (14 minutes
later), the doorbell rang, and
there my Dad was, luggage and all!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
having trouble in my job and on the
verge of quitting. I made a simple
wish that my boss would get a new
job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
there was an announcement that he
was promoted and was leaving for
another city. Believe me...this
really works!!!
My name is Ann and I am 45 years
of age. I had always been single
and had been hoping to get into a
nice, loving relationship for many
years. While kind of daydreaming
(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
a FedEx delivery man came into my
office.He was cute, polite and
could not stop smiling at me. He
started coming back almost everyday
(even without packages) and asked me
out a week later. We married 6
months later and now have been
happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
Just scroll down to the end, but
while you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
number of minutes it will take for your
wish to come true. ex.you are 25 years
old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
to come true).
However, if you don't send this to
people in 5 minutes, you will have bad
luck for years!!
Go for it!!!
SCROLL DOWN!!!!
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Now follow this carefully....it
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If you repost this within the next 5 min.
something major that you've been wanting
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Message: This is scary!
The phone will ring right after
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Jun. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:37 pm
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Baby this is how you make me feel
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry < every night
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night < every night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right < almost all the time
Have you ever, have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad < oh so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away < yes she did
You'd give anything to make them feel the same < i wish i could
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart < yup yup yup
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
Have you ever found the one < i think i did
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to < she has my heart
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you < i hope i have her heart
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there < i swear this song was written for me
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care < i know she cares
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby < i want you in my arms
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you into my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep
baby i love you you are in my head at all times ALL TIMES
Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 08:17 pm
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well today has been super dooper boring so far i think its cause i havent seen my wifey yet she makes my day yup so it has been super long already and its not even 3 yet i should stop waking up early i woke up at like 8:30 cause my stupid brother wants to get a bike and he wants to split it with me so we will share but i am poor so i dont know how thats going to work i have decided that i think i need a job i think i dont know too bad i dont have one then i would have something to do and i wouldnt be bored out of my mind well my lip seems to just be getting worse i am growing fungis on my lip not really that would be realy gross so i want a swimming pool yup i do but i dont know how to build one so thats too bad its hot outside like amillion degrees well my victoria has a job so she is paying all the bills sometimes i dont even know how i get money. hmmmmmmm some lyrics sound good i need to take up space any ways
superstar
Spotlights, big stage
Fifty thousand fans screamin' in a rage
Bodyguards and limousines
This is the way I see you in my dreams
Paparazzi flash, hundred pictures all of you
Hangin' on my bedroom wall
I'm a kid again, I feel like thirteen
But I knew since we fell in love
Girl I'd be
I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
I'm your number one fan, give me your autograph
Sign it right here on my heart
Girl I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
And as your number one fan
I'll do all that I can
To show you how super you are
Front row, there I am
Jumpin' and hollerin' waving both hands
Would you notice me, Little me
Drove twelve hours girl just to see
Your pretty face one more time
Bought my ticket I was first in line
This is a metaphor to show how I adore (I adore you)
Baby I do
Now you know how I feel
You're truly special
Your love is legendary to me
Without you my life stands still
I'll never leave your world
Treat you like a diva girl
Girl you're one of a kind
Cuz they don't make 'em like you anymore
So I'll be your fan for life
I dedicate this to my superstar for all time
I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
I'm your number one fan, give me your autograph
Sign it right here on my heart
Girl I'll be your groupie baby
Cuz you are my superstar
And as your number one fan
I'll do all that I can
To show you how super you are
always
I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am
I'm trying
So here I am
Are you ready
Come on let me hold you
Touch you
Feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights
I hate them
Lets start this again for real
yellow
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow."
So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin
Oh yeah, your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.
I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow,"
I drew a line,
I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."
Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know for you,
I'd bleed myself dry for you,
I'd bleed myself dry.
It's true, look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And all the things that you do.
IM NOT SURE OF ANY ONE
BUT IM SURE THAT I LOVE YOU
VICTORIA YOUR MINE
AND I'M SURE AS HELL
YOURS!!
May. 31st, 2005 @ 02:55 pm
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well i have nothing to do so i will write in this for my girlfriend, my wife, my baby, my love, my everything since she is all i can think of. i really felt like doing something with her today. more than any other time its weird i dont know it feels like i want to rent some movies and lay with you and watch them. thats what i felt like doingbut im here in my casa alone doing nothing at all. but thats ok cause it is ha i just want to lay with her and be close and watch a movie and be together yup anyways today was a good day i went to the store and got a shirt and some shorts and then i walked over to my lovers house and she didnt call me and tell me that she got home i was hoping she would drive by and pick me up i wanted to surprise her and then we went to my house and we went on the computer and layed next to eachother and i told her that i love her about a gabillion times and i still wanted to do that some more but she drove away and she ate my food and thats where my day ends so thats what my vacation days are going to be like not like im complaining but hopefully some of those days have her sleeping and waking next to me i love her so much i want to swim this vacation but i dont have a pool oh my dad has a little kid above ground poo so thats ok its not warm or anything my dream is to live in a nice house with a big yard with lots of animal with about three or four kids with my beautiful wife victoria carreon and we wil have a pool and it will snow in winter and it will be hot in summer but the only part of this dream i want to really come true is the Victoria Carreon part thats it i hope i get to see her again today i want to feel her in my arms i want to see her face i want to gaze into her beautiful eyes i wish i could kiss her if i didnt write this already i got popped in the face and i busted my lip and i got popped by a girl too hah well let me tell the whole story well we went to austins pool party and as soon as i got there i got thrown in by the guys and then i was in for about five minutes and maybe less when i was facing the edge of the pool somebody threw a filed with water nerf ball at the back of my head and then my face hit the edge of the pool and as soon as my face hit i felt my lip split and i climbed out of the pool and went to the side and started spiting ounces of blood out of my mouth and when vikki came over to see what was wrong my mouth was all bloody it wasnt realy hurting i was just mad cause i wanted to swim in the realy warm pool damn it what a waste i freakin had to spend practically the whole night in the damn hospital i had to get stiches but im a big ol panssy so i didnt did i menchin that i hit both the inside of my mouth and the outside well i think i should have gotten stiches cause its going to take forever to heal and i cant kiss my wifey the right way anyways hehe i just thought dirty ok im going to stop maybe ill write in like five minutes when i realize that my ass is still bored
HEY VIKKI UM I LOVE YOU BABY JUST REMINDING YOU
May. 28th, 2005 @ 08:39 pm
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im sorry if it seems that i dont care but you know that you are the only one i truly care about you know that i care so much about you i do want to see you but for you to vome and practically say hi and bye hurts i dont know why but it does when i am with you time goes by so fast time is to me the dumbest thing ever created it seems everything is controlled by time to me time doesnt mean shit we ahave only been going out for two months and twenty one days it doesnt seem like that it seems longer and i alredy know that i want to marry you i know that i do want to see you today but i dont want you to leave its like i dont want you to come cause i dont want you to leave and the only bad part about us is that we dont have our own house to spend time together in its like after you leave i wont see you again till the next day and when you do i will want you to stay longer and you will get mad cause i am keeping you a little longer and you getting mad cause you dont want to be with me or cause you want to get away from me doesnt feel good thats why the other day i didnt want to keep you long cause i didnt want you to say i have to leave and make it feel like you wanted to get away i want you to come if you see this go to my house so i can see you beautiful face and hold your beautiful body snd express my everlasting love
I LOVE YOU BABY YOU MINE FOREVER I LOVE YOU YOUR LOVE
Frankie Carreon
May. 28th, 2005 @ 03:35 pm
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I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.
Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...
May. 22nd, 2005 @ 01:09 pm
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hey baby what happened to our bum day? i dont know either i thought i was gonna be a bum with you instead im home alone doing absolutley nada!and in other news around the world victoria nunez hates spending time with me you know it makes me feel like shit when you say that you feel bad about your freinds or whatever it feels like what i got isnt good enough for you its like you used to have more fun with them and now im not gonna stop you from spending time with them cause everytime we make plans to do something it like you blow them off or you dont care or get mad when they dont happen and im not talking about bum day but thats what happens you blow them off im just typing how i feel im not mad or anything im just telling you how i feel im in love with you i love you i just wished you would be happy that you have someone that loves you as much as i do its like you dont notice that and you are always woried about what you will be seen as. as the girl who is always with her boyfriend its like you have a problem being that i know that i wouldnt have a problem being the guy who is always with his girlfriend i just want to be known as the couple that is always together i know you miss them and stuff but u have me now but i dont know if you want that? im sorrry for doing this to you im not sorry for loving you but but i am sorry for sepperating you from your friends im sorry i love you baby i love you! i love spending time with you i love our time i charish every moment wish i wouldnt get bothered by little things it bothers me that i do i hate it like i cant beleive that i got mad that you called me kevin but i think out of every person in this world you should get it right i love you im in love with you and i will never fall out i know we were meant to be together kevin said i might get a scholorship but i doubt it i love you kevin kept bugging me this morning he wakes up at the butt crack of dawn i swear im sorry for acting mean whenever i start acting strange just go over and hug me. ok hug me with your heart hug me with meaning like i do everytime with you so i can know that you do love me just hug me to me a hug isnt a way to say hello a way to say good bye its a way to express your love for someone its a way to show your affection when i hug you its like im in you its like we are one i cant explain the feeling but i love it i love you i love us we are going to be together no matter what i know it i feel it i love it it makes me smile i dont think you realize how easily you make me smile i love you baby i hope you read this i dont know why you wouldnt i dont know im just typing now i love you did you know that what is MEANT to be will always find its way and we are meant to be hehe i love you so much baby i hope you know i love you!
May. 22nd, 2005 @ 12:40 pm
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ok i dont know how to bold so i will put an F by it
F01. I am perfectly content to sit by myself for hours listening to the same songs over and over again.
F02. I'm a loud obnoxious son of a bitch.
03. I would love to do country line dancing.
04. I don't really care about...anything.
F05. I can completely lose myself in a song.
F06. Driving aimlessly while blasting music is therapeutic.
F05. I love fall. ONLY WITH ONE GURL THATS VIKKI EVERY TIME I SEE HER
06. I hate turtleneck sweaters.
07. My friends mean the world to me.
F08. I also hate when people TypE LyKe D1s.
F09. I only get 3-4 hours of sleep a night sometimes. MAYBE ONLY ON SPECIAL DAYS
F10. I believe that even if they work, long distance relationships still suck.
11. Fuck computers
12. I don't like people
13. I like shopping for underwear.
F14. I don't like studying.
F15. After high school I'm going to Law school. MAYBE
F16. Sometimes I feel like passing out in the middle of the floor for no reason.
F18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I'm vegetarian. (most of the time)
F20. I sometimes like to watch the rain and think.
21. I like pop music.
22. Johnny Depp is beautiful.
23. Groups of the same kind of people make me sick.
24. I can type rather fast.
F25. I wish I could sleep better.
26. I wish love was like a movie
27. I'm not a huge fan of the holidays.
28. Irish people make me sick after reading "angelas ashes".
F29. I want to win the lottery one day.
30. I like the Starting Line.
31. I trust people way too easily.
F32. I don't have a job.
F33. I dont like a lot of people
34. I say fuck to charities.
F35. I know a lot of people, but only have a few close friends.
F36. I'm easy to get along with i think
F37. I'm a very aggressive person.
F38. I like having "beauty nights" with my friends.
F39. I need to find something I'm talented in and stick to it.
F40. I'm very insecure, even though I don't show it. (
F41. I really enjoy thoughtful gifts, even if they cost nothing. I GOT PUNKED
42. I never want to live in Australia.
F43. I'm too agressive. .....................................
F44. I love flavored lipgloss
45. Sometimes words can actually hurt me more than sticks and stones.
46. The movie honey makes me sick.
47. I like holding hands more than anything.
F48. I have no life.
49. Sometimes, I like spending time alone.
50. I'm not a big fan of relationships.
F51. It needs to be quiet and dark for me to fall asleep.
F52. I miss being kissed. ONLY WHEN IM NOT WITH VIKKI
F53. I love to find money in my coat pockets. ESPECIALLY IF ITS NOT MY COAT
54. In the winter i never want to leave my house.
F55. I wish I was good with directions. I WISH VIKKI WOULD GIVE ME THE RIGHT ONES
F56. I'm pretty good with forgetting about things.
57. I like to read childrens stories.
58. I dye/cut my hair way too much.
59. Emotional neediness scares the crap out of me.
60. Hearing people say they miss me, when I thought they didn't care, makes me smile.
F61. I sometimes wish I was black.
62. One of my favorite movies is Life as a House.
63. I'm very loud.
64. I feel like something's missing, even though I'm pretty content with my life right now.
65. My hair has a mind of it's own, and that mind is a paranoid schizophrenic.
66. I think meat is gross!
F67. For the most part I don't care what anyone thinks of me. 6
8. I don't like having a girl friends I ONLY LIKE HAVING ONE LOVE
69. the song iris by the goo goo dolls is one of my favorite songs.
70. I've never (really truly) been in love.
F72. I have never seen E.T..
73. I am drawn to intellect and humor.
F74. I want my hair to be long but I can never grow it out.
F75. I hate when people do things just to look important.
76. I love the game twister.
77. I'm not old-fashioned.
F78. I love waking up next to someone. THAT SOMEONE IS VIKKI
F79. I'm not picky about anything. IM PICKY ABOUT EVERYTHING
F80. I like acting like a kid.
81. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to be obsessed with star shaped things.
82. Music plays a big part in my life.
83. I hate the word "emo" The could've just called it emotional.
84. I want silky smooth skin.
85. I love Oprah.
F86. Sometimes I think to myself: Wow. People are really fucking stupid.
F87. Stupid people annoy me...
88. I may sound sarcastic but I really am serious (sometimes)
F89. I can forgive and forget. depends on what they did
F90. I like being mean to people I don't know. MY FAVORITE
FFFFFFFF91. I can't stand ignorance.
92. Really tall people scare me.
93. I hate snow.
F94. I love to laugh.
F95. I don't listen to people that much.
96. I HATE hello kitty shit.
98. I think people throw the word love around too much.
99. I am outgoing
F100. I hate when people always have to sound smart like when they correct the teacher
FFFFFFFFFFF101. My girlfriends name is Vikki she is smart beautiful and sexy and i love her to death
May. 17th, 2005 @ 05:43 pm
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When i saw you
i thought you were beautiful
when you were there, lying
i wished i was next to you
i know your that girl
that "type" that fits me perfect
and i will love you always
and i'm not gonna make you change
but now i can see
that you did change for me
baby i love you i trust ou i know that WE were meant to be together ilove you sexy beautiful smart gal i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
May. 17th, 2005 @ 05:37 pm
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today has been seriously the worst day of my life my dumb ass step mom washed my brand new walet that my wife got me and my wife totally hates me. its seems sometimes nothing can ever just go right for me when they do it all of a sudden takes a turn for the worst and worst is not good.. life isnt fun its only fun when i can enjoy it with my life vikki you are my life without you i dont have one you are my soul without you i would die or just kill myself right now i feel so drained i have never cried this much ever maybe cause i have never loved someone soo much vikki i love you you are my life my soul my love my everything and without you i have absolutly posotivley nothing you are my baby my mind is made you've won the race theres no competition for my heart its your you have my heart you have my hand you have me baby i love you and i know in my hear that in every decision that i make you will be involved in it you might not be there but you will be here in my head i will think of you always when i am not with you i will think about you when you are i will think about you not like i never was but nothing like that will ever happen again i promise you that i just want to move away and get away from everything and take you with me so we can live our lives alone in peace I LOVE YOU BE WITH ME ALWAYS AND FOREVER
May. 8th, 2005 @ 05:16 pm
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